fcuk these so called friends!
my beloved papa left us.
and when im at my weakest....
those so called close friends... were never really there.
yes, i may have alot of friends.
but so what?
i envy how my brother's buddy would never fail to come
or at least drop by at the wake, every night.
a buddy like him, one would be enough.
but as for me...?
i dont even have.
i wont take 'working' as a good reason.
how long u work a day? 20 hours?
my brother's buddy has got his own work to do too.
but its about time management and the true heart to come or not.
especially to those friends
whom i know i would be there for them if it was the other way round,
and now i realised, i was just too stupid to think that way.
coz they never think like how i think for them.
they dont make friends with their true hearts.
i always make friends with my true heart yet THIS is how they treat me.
my heart died.
seriously, it just died.
no one feels how i feel now.
it's even worse than breaking up in a relationship.
and its not only just 'they not being there for me'.
what's worse?
there were people telling me..
"rain, u ok? im comin down tomoro night. i'll be there when u need me."
and all these bullshit.
in the end? i fking waited and expected.
they never came.
NO SHOW. NO NEWS. just like that.
can u imagine?!
there are heartless people like them who even have the heart to PLAY ME OUT at my dad's funeral wake when im at the weakest part of my life??!!!
我真的看透了。。
i wont rely on any FRIENDS anymore.
stop acting like you care... with just WORDS.
i rather be by myself now.
all by myself.
remove me from your list.
i dont exist anymore.
im no longer the same old bubbly girl u once knew.
{&Dare to VS me?-}
12:46 PM
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God saw him getting tired
And a cure was not to be,
So He put His arms around him
And whispered “Come with Me.”
With tearful eyes we watched him suffer..
And saw him fade away.
Although we loved him dearly,
We could not make him stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
Laying loving hands at rest.
I hope Papa is in a better place.
{&Dare to VS me?-}
1:14 PM
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