why would guys be so 'ji hong'...
why would good friends compare me to other girls...
compared me, and shoved hurtful remarks in my face.
breaking my heart silently.
losing all my self-esteem.
it hurts so badly.
my own self-esteem & self confidence are already very low.
i've been trying to build up my own.
but their words were like bullets. breaking me into pieces.
why cant i be MYSELF.
why would they compare me with other girls.
yea. many girls have got sexy legs, hot body, big boobs, pretty face.
i know none of those credits to me.
but i have a crystal heart. who knows? NO ONE does.
they just judge me from the outside.
and im alwayz at the losing edge.
i'll alwayz lose. for sure.
im slowly fading.
my shadows are hiding away.
i hate the public. i feel embarrassed.
facing the public, will only demoralise myself.
i never knew i was this imperfect til this extent.
i aint angry at all.
but u just made me hate myself more...
words said cant be unsaid. broken hearts cant be unbroken.
什么是自卑。。？
我的自尊心何在。。?
just a few words could pull me down. look at how weak i am.
itz ok. i will build up myself again.
treasure me.
for who i am.
and take me as i am.
{&Dare to VS me?-}
11:48 PM
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