Rain
Name: Da fRagiLe guRl
Bdae: september87
Nickz: e aBandOned & fOrgotten.
Hometown: sinGapoRe
Wishez: real haPpineSs. tRue lOve. mR RigHt. dReamz cOmez tRue.


ADOREZ
Food: niCe onez.
Drinkz: iCe miLo/hOrlickz etc.
Pastimez: thOz haPpi memOriez.
People: familee. all my lOved n cLose onez..


DETESTZ
People: diRty & BaDDie gUyz! pLay ard wit fEeLinz. taKin advantaGez. betRayerz. 'bOaSterz'.
Thingz: insEctz! eEk!
Food: sPicy onez.


CHATTERZ




LOVETHEM

my only fren

YESTERDAYZ
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
February 2008
April 2008
October 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
October 2010
November 2013
December 2013


WISHEZ

HOW I WISHED...
i can be da happiest person in da world...


EXTRAS

nuttin'!



{{ Monday, March 26, 2007

when i am gone...

When i am gone,
please don't cry.
think of years,
that have gone by.
think of me,
at my best.
let my memory,
sleep and rest.
if you must,
let tears come.
but please remember,
i will be loved.
for i have gone,
to a better place.
with forever smiles,
upon my face.
you need not worry,
if i made it home.
the love you gave me,
will forever show.
there's nothing more,
for me to do.
but please remember,
i love you too.
even though,
i'm here no more.
i belong in heaven,
that's now my home.
with all the tears,
that you have cried.
i'll forever be,
by your side.
for i have not,
left you alone.
i'll always be watching,
you'll someday know.
you needn't cry anymore,
i'm but step away.
so, please, grieve no more,
i'll see you soon someday.


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{{ Tuesday, March 20, 2007

.never meant to be.

You said you liked me,
you loved me,
you cared about me.
you said,
you'll do anything,
only for me.
u treated me as if,
i was someone,
very special to u,
u made me forget my fears.
It made feel,
Dat there is someone who cares.
it felt like,
u brought me into a,
completely diffferent world.
but den u said NEVER MEANT TO BE. .

heart breaking silently.
-Ryuu-


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{{ Monday, March 19, 2007

.please hold my hand.

Could you hold my hand for just a little while?
This rickety breathing is beginning to slow down.
Please hold on tighter to this cold, frail hand
For surely there's not much time left for me now.

Spinning and shifting from this world to the next,
There's hardly even a moment to stop and look back.
Yes please hold on a while longer, for I'm a bit scared
As my existence begins to gradually fade to black.


Give me your shoulder,
for I need to cry
Give me a hug,
cuz I feel I must die
Tell me its ok,
that I'll be alright
Give me some confidence,
to make it through the night
Wipe away these tears,
from this cold,wet face
Tell me I can do this,
live in this lonely place
Hold me really tight,
don't leave me in this land
And when I break down tomorrow,
Please,Just hold my hand....


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{{

.dun tell me u love me.

Don't tell me you love me if you are not sincere
For a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear.
Fear to be loved, fear to love ever again
It can cause my fragile heart to break, tear and bend.
Think of all in life that will be missed
because of one small broken promise
So, when I put all of my trust deep within you
Please don't tell me you love me, unless you truly do.


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{{ Sunday, March 18, 2007

im missing you......

I miss you,
not just you,
but everything about you.

I miss the look you always gave me,
the way you held my hand,
how we are alike yet so different.

I miss just being with you,
just breathing next to you.

You are so great,
and so amazing,
being without you is almost painful.

Our time together is always so short,
and our time apart is like forever.

Even though we just started dating,
it feels like I have always known you,
even though I met you just a year and a half ago.

I miss you,
I love you,
I really want you,
now and forever.


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{{ Saturday, March 17, 2007

-if only i could-

I want to feel
His gentle hand.
I want to soar
Across this land.

I want to look
Into his eyes.
I want to see beyond
This world of lies.

I want to taste
Those words of love.
I want to see
The creation from God above.

If only I could.
If I got the chance
To once again
Come under love's trance.


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{{ Thursday, March 15, 2007

~am i in love?~

to da guy who holds my hand when i feel insecure.
_____
If i could gather courage to say everything i wanted to say,
i think we would be together night and day.

How do you do this to me
control my every thought
how did you convince me so quickly
To just hand over to you my heart
Why do i feel this way
Why are you so in my head
How do I stop thinking of you
As I lie sleepless in bed
Do you know how much I care for you
How many times I cried for you

Every time you passed me by
you didnt see the tears coming in my eyes
you're so blind
how long you will find
for the feelings i cant denied

every time you showed Little cared for me
i hope you know you make me happy
but every time you ignore me
i hope you will see that the pain you caused is hurting me

i want to forget you, but how?
i want to be with you, but how?
we are so far away.
how can you be there for me when i need you by my side?
i always wonder what you're doing.
perhaps you are having a great time with your good friends.
but you dont know how much i need your care over here.

you stole my heart away.
and now it seems i'm hurting coz you're not by my side.
it's all killing me. the pain i'm suffering through.

if i could tell you of this,
if i was brave enough,
but i am not,
i am not so tough...............

_____

i am going insane.
-Rain-


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{{ Wednesday, March 7, 2007

.i feel lonely somehow.

I'm so sad, I'm so alone,
I'm in so much pain and no one knows,
I don't know what I should do.

Should I try to get help?
Would anyone even help me?
Does anybody even care about me?

I know I have friends,
But for some reason I feel so alone,
Like I don't have anyone to turn to.

I keep my feelings locked away,
I cannot tell anyone,
It's not like anyone would care about me anyway.


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