perhaps it's true that GOOD man has a shorter life.~
god. buddha. or whoever above, watching over us.
please..... dont take away papa from me.
no no. not now.
he never had good life.
he's been working so hard for us.
all along, he is the sole breadwinner in our family.
without him, it will be a sudden loss..... of almost EVERYTHING.
and i haven't grown up. as in.... to be independent enough.
to support the family. and home.
im like a Daddy's Lil Girl....
i really cannot imagine my life without him.
he's only 56.
there's soooo many things he has yet to accomplished and fulfilled.
work, company, money, etc.
he believed that the company he set up for 15 years
wont stand tall if he's no longer around.
he most worried about the home. family. and me.
god, buddha, allah, lord, whoever from above.....
if there is really a need to bring someone back from earth....
and if u're aiming my dad now,
please take me, take me instead...... and not my dad.
without him, our lives' gonna change alot, alot.
but without me, everything still goes on.
or at least..... give him more more MORE time!
i know that witnessing my marriage is one of his biggest dream...
especially seeing me getting married to a good man,
who will love me, dote on me, & never bully me.
he would den be able to rest his heart, and not to worry about me.
please... make miracles happen....
i prayed... it's not getting worse......
i prayed... it's all not true......
please..... let him stay....... T_T
{&Dare to VS me?-}
4:51 PM
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my tolerance of senseless nonsense is limited.
LOL?
i was called STUBBORN
for having enough of one's unreasonable attitude.
[which not only me feels so]
well well well...........
i dun wanna be treated like a fool again.
im outta here.
{&Dare to VS me?-}
9:21 AM
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我累了。。。
{&Dare to VS me?-}
9:16 AM
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feel like killing myself slowly
i doubled all my medications intake.
i overdosed myself last night.
don't ask me why.
im my own worst enemy.
{&Dare to VS me?-}
9:16 AM
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