fcuk these so called friends!
my beloved papa left us.
and when im at my weakest....
those so called close friends... were never really there.
yes, i may have alot of friends.
but so what?
i envy how my brother's buddy would never fail to come
or at least drop by at the wake, every night.
a buddy like him, one would be enough.
but as for me...?
i dont even have.
i wont take 'working' as a good reason.
how long u work a day? 20 hours?
my brother's buddy has got his own work to do too.
but its about time management and the true heart to come or not.
especially to those friends
whom i know i would be there for them if it was the other way round,
and now i realised, i was just too stupid to think that way.
coz they never think like how i think for them.
they dont make friends with their true hearts.
i always make friends with my true heart yet THIS is how they treat me.
my heart died.
seriously, it just died.
no one feels how i feel now.
it's even worse than breaking up in a relationship.
and its not only just 'they not being there for me'.
what's worse?
there were people telling me..
"rain, u ok? im comin down tomoro night. i'll be there when u need me."
and all these bullshit.
in the end? i fking waited and expected.
they never came.
NO SHOW. NO NEWS. just like that.
can u imagine?!
there are heartless people like them who even have the heart to PLAY ME OUT at my dad's funeral wake when im at the weakest part of my life??!!!
我真的看透了。。
i wont rely on any FRIENDS anymore.
stop acting like you care... with just WORDS.
i rather be by myself now.
all by myself.
remove me from your list.
i dont exist anymore.
im no longer the same old bubbly girl u once knew.
{&Dare to VS me?-}
12:46 PM
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